Real

Life was almost real 

You disappeared from my soul 

Never to return 

When you left me, I 

thought about jumping off the 

ship.  But I stayed for 

Hoping you would find 

me once again.  But I should 

have known better.  You  

were mine only for  

a minute.  I wanted to 

love you forever. 

Forever a farce. 

I wanted to believe it 

was forever, but 

I never expect 

anything, anymore. But 

one day I will love. 

One day I will come 

back to myself without you. 

I will love myself.